Another day

We are suposed to have a week off for holiday break. but recent snow made that break last 2 weeks! its Sunday, meaning i have one more week off untill its back to school, boys, girls, drama, romance, friendships, and everything in between. just one week untill my life becomes a living h*ll once again.
Im stting here on my parents bed with laptop, blogging. I was inspired to blog by the movie Julie and Julia. i found that the best way to let people know whats REALLY happening in my life is to tell EVERYTHING to complete strangers.
Today on facebook i got a message from my boyfried Todd (code name) asking me if i could come to his parents New Year's party. thruthfully, i dont wanna go. "Todd" is sweet and all but, im really not in the relationship mood. i just had a break up with this guy that i was madly in love with ( and still might be...) and i just cant stand being in a relationship. For one time in my life, i dont wanna like a guy or think i cant live without one. i wanna be single and HAPPY about it. i lost all but one of my girlfriends in the last relationship and im just starting to get them all back.
my last realationship was with a boy named....lets say he was named.....Jeff. Jeff and i started out slow... yeah... it took him a MONTH to HUG me. but in less then a year, it led up to oral. if you realized that i say im in school, u might realize that i dont mean colledge, let alone high school. so yeah, im young. then you might be thinking "wow, this girl is this young doing this stuff???" dont ask. im not perverted. and trust me, i would take it all back in a heart beat. i did it for him. and then what? yeah. im history. but i dont wanna get into details. they will show up in my other blog. For now though, ive just got to work on getting over all of it.